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Belladonna's Curse: A Yaoi Fantasy Rp

  • Nov. 26th, 2009 at 11:48 PM
Hikitsu
I know its been a while since, I've last updated and I still plan on filling in the blanks. However for now I just want to advertise, for my rping site. At the moment, I'm in the desperate need of members as it stand there are only seven, and I'd like to get this roleplay on the go. Below is the plot along with the link to the site, where all the other information is at.

Long, long ago back before for the time of written records were formed eight seals existed. Awakening, Foretelling, Tranquility, Everlasting, Chaos,Requiem,Shadows, Deceit. The legends tell that these eight seals, could either bring good to the world, or be its down fall. It all depended on whom,used the seals either way the seals were seen as a doubled edge blade. With the seals were also eight warriors, whom protected the seals from the evil that would have the seals to do harm to the lands.


The greater evil at the time, was a demon king by the name of Antigone known for his beauty, and cruelty Antigone wanted the seals to destroy all lands, both new, and old. The demon king wanted to create a new world, one where his race, along with the other races ruled over the mortals. Fearing for his kingdom, and his subjects the king of Ilia gathered the strongest, bravest, audacious, and the most quick witted warriors from all over the surrounding continents. Those being the eight warriors, he then bestowed each warrior with a certain seal, they were to protect. When the time came Antigone attacked, along with his thousands of henchman. The warrior's prevailed, in the end trapping the evil demon king inside a ancient scroll. However it wasn't only Antigone that was gone, but the eight warriors, along with the seals they guarded.


The lands fell back into peaceful times, the shadow of what happened that snowy night still a mystery to this day. Legends aren't always legends, and they don't always stay dormant once laid to rest. Followers of the trapped Antigone, plan on bringing back their demon king. But first before they do that, they plan on taking the seals, so that his wish may be granted, before he makes a come back, and sits upon his throne once more. Somewhere eight warriors with symbols are parts of there bodies, walk the earth. Searching for the seal, that calls to them. However the seals disappeared, and no one not even those of the past know where the seals are.


Perhaps they were scattered throughout, the land in various important locations .... but no one knows for sure. The time to act is now, only when all eight warriors, and the seals are together will Antigone remain dormant. However that is if the warriors, can keep from wringing one another's necks.



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  • Jul. 3rd, 2009 at 1:55 AM
Hikitsu
Hey its been a while I thought it was time for a update, way past due actually. I've had a lot going out actually, my mom ended up getting sick a month or so after getting the cyst removed from her breast. She started throwing up, and was losing weight rapidly .... and it took a while to find what was wrong. After a month of it we finally found out it was gastric cancer, so she went in to have things removed. And at first she was doing, alright and was suppose to get out that night but then she ended having to stay overnight just in case. But after that she started getting worse, then she get better and then only to get worse.

We began wondering when she was coming home, and then on July 17th during one of my visits to see her she started getting worse, so they had to do this test, but weren't able to do it that night, so the next day they were going to give her test .... but she ended up in ICU. Then around seven something my dad got home, and had to talk to me and Heaven and basically told us that mom was going to pass away, and that she on a ventilator with barely any brain activity. Then a little later, dad came in my room and told me she passed away. For me it was pretty hard, I didn't cry all that much mainly because I have to stay strong and not let this get me down to the point whereI couldn't pull myself back out again. So basically I've had to take responsibility, for the most part and start helping around the house which I've been doing. When we went to go visit mom at the funeral home the first day was a bit of a downer, and it was hard seeing her in the casket not to much trying to keep all those relatives which thought they had to hug me. I don't like being hugged all that much to begin with, so it was rather annoying when some tried to hug me.


Luckily dad kept them off of me, because I was in no mood to be hug or socialize. Then the second day I wasn't as grumpy and hugged most of the people .... even if I didn't like it. I also got to know my aunt Cathy a little bit more and she seems pretty cool, she doesn't judge homosexuals, or she's not deeply religious like some people in my family. Not to mention she's not snobby, or anything heh unfortunately most people don't like her because of her beliefs and how she chooses to live her life but I think she's pretty darn cool.  The funeral went alright a lot of people came, and it was pretty emotional I helped with the casket, because simply I wanted to and felt it was my right too. Though the dang priest got my name wrong, he said it all wrong not to mention he said the year that my mom passed away in was 2002, and obviously this is 2009. And despite me wanting to get up and correct him I chose to stay quiet and just glare. Samantha and Renee came which I wasn't expecting but it was really nice of them to come, and it was nice to see them again. Sam had a baby now, and .... even though I NEVER want kids he was adorable I have to admit. So everything is going alright, it was difficult for a while but now things even tho might get bad again so far its alright nothing to bad.


My gmom is wanting to spend more time with us, and she's taking us places which is nice because before she didn't seem to really want us around. But now its the complete opposite which is a good thing, she's taking radition treatments soon but she seems to be doing pretty well despite what she's had to go through in these past few months. I'm hoping her condition will get better, but I'm sure it will knowing my gmom she'll pull through :) I'm still looking for a job, going to go Sat or maybe tomorrow, or Monday to apply to more jobs .... so far nothing really is coming of it due to the whole recession and all. But I'm hoping to get a job real soon, because I still need to save up for my trip to London. I have quite a bit now, but not nearly enough so I don't know if I'll make it next month or not. As for me and Marta well we're still together!! Obviously or I wouldn't be planning on going to London :P Anyways the sixth of this month we'll have been together for a half a year so that's pretty exciting, the 28th of this month will be a year that we've known each other another exciting thing! We've gotten quite close, and I must say attached for the most part .... she's going to Poland this Sat and she'll be gone for two weeks and four days which is going to suck majorly since we're not going to talk directly on the comp. However I'm hoping it wont go by too long cause I'm going to miss her a lot. I just really have to see her by the end of this year, because I know that I really do like Marta. Its been a while since I've really liked someone, and its such a nice feeling to have seriously. So that's my goal for this year, get to London to see Marta oh and see the Tower of London of course ;) Anyways I'm going to wrap it up here, and I'll update when I can!!

Eternal Poison Chapter Three

  • Jun. 9th, 2009 at 10:51 PM
Hikitsu


Time just passes by, I wasn't even aware of your arrival.” Reyna replied as he walked up to me. As always he was dressed fashionably, he wore a black overcoat with a crimson red frilled shirt, that ruffled at the sleeves like many of the shirts do. His pants matched the black in the over coat, and came down to his feet. His hair today was a bit different, he chosen to let it down for once I really had forgotten how long it was it was now almost touching the floor. “Liar you knew I was already here, the moment I arrived you just chose to stay in your bedroom writing.” I accused with a sly smile spread about my red lips. Another one of Reyna's many passions were books, and writing he was constantly writing something down, or sticking his nose in one of the many books he'd picked up over the countless centuries. “Nonetheless it was good of you to come now lets all go to the parlor we can discuss things in there.”

Reyna replied looking down into my hazel eyes as he placed a kiss on my pale hand.


Oddly enough I allowed such a gesture, but I didn't allow him to linger. From there I moved away and turned and headed towards the doors as was everyone else. Mariko was still sulking, and looked even more pouty than she had before I had upset her. With a inward sigh I hurried to catch up with her, and trust me in high heels that's not such a easy task. Not to mention when she wanted to the blond girl could run like a jack rabbit. Luckily though Mariko didn't look like she was going to start running anytime soon, because I wouldn't be able to catch her. “Hey I'm sorry if I offended you earlier, you really do look cute.” I said as I caught up with the pouty princess. She was silent for a moment …. and I wondered if she'd hold her grudge for just a little longer. “Really?! Okay then I forgive you!” Mariko exclaimed happily then grabbed onto my hand and laced her long slim fingers with my own. I could tell that she recently got her nails done, they were were polished and trimmed and painted a lilac purple.



Mariko you shouldn't cling to Chrome like that, she's had a long trip she must be exhausted.” Reyna scolded. “She doesn't mine, besides its not like I'm going to let you hog her all to yourself.” Mariko shot back. Apparently I didn't get a say in this, I thought to myself …. not that I really minded either way but it would be nice to have a opinion in this one. We were now walking down the long corridor, the echo of the tiling beneath our feet sounded throughout the whole mansion. A few moments later we came to a large wooden door that had Reyna's name carved into it. Impressive way to waste your money I commend you, I thought to myself sarcastically as I entered the room. It had gotten bigger than the last time I'd seen it, it was at least the size of a master bedroom if not more. The walls were done in wallpaper once again, the color a deep green to match the dark colored carpet that was on the floor. Along the walls where various pictures and paintings Reyna must have fancied, and there was a deer head oh how original.


There were a couple of book shelves along the walls as well, then in the center of the room was a long, dark mahogany desk it was no doubt messy. What surprised me the most, was the fact that there was one of those thin sliver boxes …. otherwise known as a computer. Heh so he too had given into technology's evil ways eh? Before I could look about the room anymore, I was dragged over to a leather sofa that was not to far from the fireplace that had been built along with the house. I took a seat and no sooner had I done that Mariko decided she was going to take up residence on my lap. “Do I even want to know?” I asked half amused as I looked up at her. “Nope! I haven't seen you in a while, so I'm clinging.” the blond said stubbornly. “Fine …. now someone tell me what's going on why did you want me here so badly?” I asked not really annoyed more so anxious than anything else. It was silent for a few moments, Seina decided to ease it by serving everyone tea and the cookies she'd bake for the occasion. I looked to Reyna who was standing over by the fireplace his back turned the rest us …. waiting for him to say something. “Its Morgan …. my brother he wants to be the one that break the curse.” Reyna said quietly. “But you said that all of you wanted to break the curse, why did you tell me differently?” I asked clearly confused and a bit annoyed.



 

Morgan was a part of the Yami clan, and Reyna's twin brother …. now that I looked around he was no where to be seen. “Would you have seriously came,if I told you it was Morgan who wanted to wanted to break the curse?” Reyna asked as he turned around and looked back me, those green eyes were so serious as they bore back into my own. I knew what he was getting at Morgan wasn't the type to try something like this he was level headed, smart, and a down right rational person. “I didn't want to believe that you wanted to break the curse, but I came all the same now didn't I?” I pointed out. “That's why we need your help, we know the weight of our sins and we have to atone for them …. and you know living isn't so bad even if it took me several hundreds of years to figure that out.” Seien stated from across the room. Seriously I didn't know what I would be able to do, if Morgan was so hell bent on doing this how in the world were we to stop him? He was just as immortal as the rest of us, and talking didn't seem like it would work either since he could be just as stubborn as Reyna at times. “What am I suppose to do?” I finally asked after sometime. Suddenly my peaceful way of living looked like it would be in for a hell of a ride for months, possibly years to come. “He may try and contact you talk with him, see if you can reason he always did favor you.” Ares replied.

 



We need you no one else can get through to him, who knows what will happen if he insists on breaking the curse.” Izel added. I glanced over at the midnight beauty she looked worried, and that was so unlike Izel she was always so confident in everything she did. “I don't see how its going to help any, he'll just ignore me too if he learns that I wont try and break the curse. If that's the case what then, what are we going to do then?” I questioned. “I'm with Chrome I don't see how it'll help, he's already rejected all of us including Reyna.” Mariko murmured softly. “Just shut up for once in your life you stupid self absorbed girl, if Reyna thinks it'll work it will!” Willow spat across the room. This right here annoyed me Mariko was just stating her own opinion very much like Willow would have even if no one really gave a damn about it. I pushed Mariko off my lap, and stood up I had said I wouldn't fight and I had no intention of it but I wouldn't just keep quiet while Miss Willow, tried to woo Reyna who she obviously had feelings for by being a bitch to everyone else. “I'd think before you speak if I were you, because if anyone is self absorbed its got to be you. I don't know if your pmsing, or if its just age that's turned you into a even bigger bitch but lay off Mariko.” I replied firmly.



I chose not to go any closer to Willow because if she decided to punch me I couldn't be reliable for my rational self going off on her. “Ladies, ladies lets not fight it was just a careless slip of the tongue now whaddya say we all go out on a date?” Retica suddenly said to lighten the mood. But clearly I wasn't in the mood for his happy go luck, I don't give a shit mood. “Shut it Retica.” Me and Willow said in unison. “Heh you don't know me, or the first thing about me.” Willow said now to me, a sneer on her full lips. “Nor do I care to, now I think I really have wasted enough time here …. so if you'll excuse me I'll be leaving now.” I said as I turned on my heel to go. There really was no point in staying if Morgan wouldn't listen to anyone else, then he wouldn't listen to me. They would just have to figure out another way to convince him, tie him up for all I care just leave me out of it I thought to myself. I felt a tug on my sleeve, and I didn't have to look down to know that it was Mariko. “No don't go …. don't worry about Willow she doesn't phase me in the least …. but if you go because of me then I'll just feel awful!” Mariko said hurriedly. Ah Mariko could really hit below the belt when she looked at me like this, her lips were all pouty and those chocolate brown eyes looked at me in such a pleading way.



 

I knew I was going to regret my next words, but nonetheless I couldn't stop them before they were out of my mouth. “I'm leaving …. if you want to come with me then come on or else stay behind.” I replied as I looked down at her. “Wait Chrome you cant just leave what about Morgan?!” Reyna asked clearly annoyed. Of course his question was pretty much on deaf ears, once Mariko heard the offer. “Really?! I can go home with you? I'll do it! Let me get some clothes, and I'll be right with you!” Mariko said as she bounced up and down, and then just ask quickly out of the room. “As far as I'm concerned I don't want any part of it, but if he calls I'll see what I can do. But I'm not promising anything more than that, I've had enough of this curse and the bull crap that circulates around it …. I just want to live my life in peace and I don't think that's much to ask.” I stated. With this I turned and left the room, and didn't wait for anyone else to speak. As I walked to the front entrance I called Clive to tell him that I would be coming home after all, and that I was bringing a guest. Once that was done and over with I stood there and waited on Mariko to get her things together which very well may take ages. She'd no doubt have all of her things out of her suitcase strung about the room, as she tried to decide what to take. When it came to decisions Mariko defiantly wasn't good at making them, that was for sure. “So your really going to go? Your not even going to stay here, and try to think of a solution with all of us.” Setsuna questioned.

 



He was leaning up against a nearby wall, I hadn't even heard him follow me out that's how quiet he'd been. “No I wont Setsuna you know this clan like I do it would be nothing but never ending arguing, between both my clan and Reyna's. I'm tired of it, and I shouldn't have even come.” I stated with a small sigh. If anyone could understand my reason behind this it'd be Setsuna, or rather I hoped he would. “I'm glad you did after all it has been quite a while, since we've managed to see one another. But if this is what you wish then go, I wont argue what I will say is that I hope its not another two centuries before I lay eyes upon you again.” Setsuna murmured. With this he walked towards me and placed a kiss on my forehead, and turned and walked back towards the parlor. I couldn't help but feel a little guilty for having not been in contact with Setsuna …. it just never seemed to be a good time for either one of us up till now. I knew though that Setsuna bore no grudge with me, call it my intuition or the fact that I just knew how the man was. About twenty minutes, and half of my patience later Mariko came running down the stairs, with several suitcases …. good thing my limo was spacious I mused. “Your not going to be at my place for a centuries you know.” I pointed out as I nodded towards her belongings.



I know but I got some new clothes, and I want to model them for you! Seina's not the only one who can model.” the blond girl said with a wink. I decided not to argue on this one, and just let it be because knowing Mariko she'd pout again. “Alright then lets just go.” I said as I opened the doors open for her and allowed her to go out first. Just about that time my long stretch limo, came pulling up into Reyna's long driveway. How Clive managed to get here so fast was news to me, but I guess that was one thing with age and experience. From there I grabbed a few of Mariko's bags, and placed them into the trunk while Clive handled the rest. From there I slid inside beside Mariko who was happily sitting against the window, not that it was any surprise to me but the girl looked even happier if that was possible. “Ohhh this is going to be so much fun! We can stay up late, and talk for hours and do each others hair it can be like one of those modern day sleepovers girls have!” Mariko said as she bounced up and down on the seat a little. “No thanks you may get into that kind of thing, but that's just not me.” I declined. Knowing Mariko the moment I let her touch my hair it would end up cut, and to my shoulders in a modern day fashion. The blond girl did love her fashion, and it seemed that even now she kept up with the latest trends.



Aw but it'll be fun, pleaseeeee Chrome.” Mariko begged throwing me those puppy dog eyes again. “Why don't you ask Seina, or Ares? They'd be more the type to accept?” I asked. Seina was a model now so wouldn't she be the best candidate not to mention Ares gossiped so Mariko could be entertained by that …. why me? I could careless about gossip and clothes were merely something to wear not god like thing that needed worshiping like so many people seemed to do. Granted I liked looking nice, but there was a limit to everything. “Seina's too busy with her job, and Ares talks too much …. plus I just like you more!” Mariko said bluntly. “While its nice to know you like me, still I'll have to decline I'm not into what you are. If you want to visit with one another we can order a pizza and rent a movie, but that's as modern as I'm going.” I replied. I'd recently bought a flat screen television, such a wondrous box it was full of so many pictures, and people. For a while I'd been convinced that it was evil, and it was created by black magic but the more I heard about them the more, I came to want one.



Aw …. alright then we can still stay up late right? We have so much to catch up on.” Mariko asked with some disappointment. “Yes, yes I suppose we could.” I muttered giving in just a little. It wasn't like talking with Mariko was troublesome, and while I did like my peace …. some company would be nice. I just hoped that the others didn't decide to invite themselves and waltz in unannounced I thought with a grimace. “Yay! Thank you your the best!” Mariko exclaimed as she hugged me tightly. “Yeah,yeah I'm a regular god, now let go please?” I muttered. Heh but the request was on death ears, especially when it was Mariko I was speaking with. She rested her head on my shoulder, and tucked her arm through mine and stayed just like that. I glanced out the window, we were now heading back into the forest a few hours and we'd be back at my place. So for the remainder of the ride I tried not to think of the curse, or that Morgan was really the one that wanted to break it and not Reyna and the others.


Eternal Poison Chapter Two

  • Jun. 3rd, 2009 at 5:06 PM
Hikitsu



It was late evening when I awoke, the limo was pulling up the hill that lead to Reyna's driveway. As the driver continued up the path, I could see the old mansion it'd no doubt, been fixed over the years. There was no way Reyna would let the 'steal' he'd found fifty or sixty years ago disappear too soon. The house however was about four hundred to say the least years old. The outside structure was done completely in rocks, each stone was carefully placed like a piece in a jigsaw puzzle. The roof was somewhat towering, kind of like medieval towers, but not quite as round. The windows were long, and wide they looked every bit as regal as they were intended to. The yard surrounding the mansion was nicely kept to, it was probably due to the fact that Reyna paid a gardener.



Nonetheless it was still quite beautiful the grass was freshly trimmed, there were rows of rose bushes surrounding the house, and off in the distance would be a small pond where Reyna had fish, only for watching of course. Once we came to a stop at the front of the mansion, Clive my driver came around and opened my door for me. “Thank you I'll call you if I shall need you to come pick me up again.” I said with a soft smile. “Oh no trouble ma'am just call me day, or night and I'll be here as soon as I can.” came the sound of Clive's deep voice. After that I thanked him once more, and headed up the rock walk way to the mansion. No sooner had I walked up on the wooden porch, the double doors flung open and a flash of blond came running at me. I was practically tackled to the ground we both hit the wood of the porch hard. I stared up half dazed half annoyed, at my assaulter it was Mariko and damned if she didn't looked the least bit phased at where we were at the moment.



She hadn't changed a bit, well obviously. Her hair was still long and golden blond hair she had them done up in cute pig tails. Her chocolate brown eyes were filled with happiness, and excitement as she gazed back down at me. She wasn't dressed in her usual attire, instead she know wore a small reasonably low cut blouse it was black and had some wording on it. With that she were a black and red checkered plaid skirt which was short. Seriously it would have be frowned upon back in the day, I thought with a inward chuckle. At her feet were, a pair of combat boots which I had to admit suited her and her make up was as a cute and girly as ever. Her lips were a blend of pink and red, and her rogue which kissed her rosy cheeks was a dull shade of pink. For her eyes there was a light purple and pink contrast going on. She was always cute, and defiantly a looker of that even I could admit …. but at the moment I really shouldn't be admiring her for her looks I muttered to myself.



Chrome its really you! Oh I've missed you so much, you look great really great!” Mariko bubbled out compliment after compliment. She was now clinging onto me for dear life I could practically see the flash of the lacy pink and white striped bra that she had on. “Yeah its me, or at least I think its me …. now get up would you? Someones going to come out here and get the wrong idea.” I muttered. My long black hair which was curled was now splayed all over the porch, my emerald green gown was hiked up, revealing a little more leg than I had wanted to. Surely anyone would get the wrong idea, heh especially anyone in my family. From there she got up off me in a hurry, and apologized quickly once I rose to my feet I told her it was fine. No sooner was I back on my feet again, Mariko grabbed onto my arm and loop her shorter delicate arm through mine and all but dragged me into the parlor of the mansion. “He,he you've still got that sarcasm about you I see, that's good. Everyone from your clan is already here their waiting in the ballroom.” Mariko explained along the way. “Ah I see, didn't take them long.” I muttered out loud, but more to myself than anything else.



As I looked around the interior had changed from the last time I saw it, now the walls had wallpaper a nice floral scene, I noted. There was still that big fireplace in the center of the room, only now it was molded with rocks which wasn't entirely a bad idea I reasoned. The stairs that lead up, to the other rooms in the mansion was long and spiraling, and painted a nice bright white. “What's with the outfit, what happened to your usual ball gowns?” I found myself asking as he headed on back to the ballroom. “Isn't it cute?! Its nothing like the dresses back in our day, but its so much lighter and I like the way I look.” Mariko said with a pout. She did look cute, I had to hand it to her, but I wasn't about to admit it out loud. “No you look like a harlot of our day.” I replied with a smirk. “Aw no fair, I do not! Just the other day Retica was saying how adorable I looked!” the blond girl protested with a bit of a dramatical stomp of her foot. “You do realize that Retica's just saying that so he'll get on your good side …. if you know what I mean.” I pointed out.



Aw poor Mariko she could be quite dumb at times, or rather she let on like she was. After all Retica was a handsome guy, but he was forever the sweet talker of both cute girls, and guys. “But … but I want to be told I'm cute damn it!” Mariko shouted now losing just a bit of the girly side to her. Heh,heh well her puppy dog like anger was defiantly cute that was for sure I thought quietly to myself. From there we finally reached the double doors, of the ballroom. Before I could say anything else, the blond girl threw both double doors open like it was nothing, and all but dragged me into the room. There mingling with one another, dressed in lavish gowns and dashing suits was my clan, and Reyna's. The silent talk that was going on amongst the others, was interrupted when Mariko had slammed the doors open. The very upset princess all but dragged me inside the room, and with a humph left me. I sighed quietly and reminded myself I'd have to apologize later, with that I walked over to greet my clan who I haven't seen in a long while.



 

Retica naturally was the first to greet me, he looked quite dashing as usual with his brown overcoat, and frilly white collar the buttons were black but had hints of silver aligning the edges. His pants matched the same color as the coat, his semi short reddish brown hair was tied back with a ribbon. His grey eyes were filled with that flirtatious/humored look that never seemed to go away. “Hey sexy long time no see.” Retica said with that lazy smile of his. Apparently the local speech had rubbed off on him, back in our time it was said a little more subtly. Heh he would have ended up getting slapped if had said something like that, to a lady of our time I thought with a bit of a smirk. “Still the same as ever I see, how have you been?” I asked as I gazed back up into his eyes. Retica was a member of my own clan, and no matter how he was it was only natural to feel some affection for the man. “Well I'm not sick, and I'm not dying anytime soon so pretty damn good I'd say.” Retica replied cheekily. Before I could make a witty reply to that, our very own gothic princess or to be more specific Izel subtly bumped Retica out of the her way so she could greet me.

 



Still pretty as every, and still so much like a doll with her porcelain white skin, and long midnight black hair that was done in nothing but masses of curls. Her eyes were a pretty forest green, and oh her face it was so delicate and soft looking everything from her tiny nose, to her full cherry red lips. The gown she wore was pitch black, it was a off the shoulder gown so her pure white skin was exposed, the sleeves were thin and trimmed with laces. As for the front of her gown was daringly low cut, so just the tops of her small but generous breasts were peaking out over the material. It was laced up like a corset, and the whole bottom half of the gown was flared out, and trimmed with lace and black bows. “Good evening.” Izel replied with a polite bow, taking in her hands her dress and raising it just a little as she did. “Its good to see you again, your looking well.” I replied back. With this the the midnight beauty, turned and walked off …. Izel had never been one of many words not even back in our village.



She was the silent beauty that everyone either admired, and desired, or loathed and picked on. Izel was often thought to be rude, or snobby because she would say what was on her mind then turn and leave. “You really should give me a call sometime, there has been so much you've missed.” a soft but smooth voice said. I turned and there standing at five foot eight with fiery red hair, and dark blue eyes was Ares. I noted the dress she was wearing it was such a vibrant shade of red, the sleeves were long and frilled at the end, and the front of the dressed was lined in black all the way down the middle. The skirt of the dress was all puffed out but it suited Ares well. “I prefer my solitude thank you, besides all you want to do is gossip anyways.” I found myself replied teasingly. “There's nothing wrong with keeping up on the times, after all we're forced to live through each decade.” Ares pointed out. She was forever the gossip freak as she was back then, the red head had to know every little detail about, who was doing what, or who just like in the old days.



Not that she was a bad person, it was just she couldn't keep her mouth shut if she learned a delicious secret. “I suppose not but your a little too into them my dear Ares.” I said. This may sound silly here, but I'd forgotten how many their were in my clan, and it seemed like it was taking forever to greet them all. Not to mention I still had to greet the Yami clan, who was waiting patiently as I talked among my clan. From there I visited with Seien a long blond haired boy well if you could call him that anymore, with hazel eyes like my own. Then there was Shiki a dark loner of his time, he'd chopped his black hair off which had once been down his back, now it only went passed his chin. But it framed his handsome face, and the black in his hair really seemed to bring out the brown in his eyes. After I finished talking among my clan for now, we could always catch up later after all, I noted as I scanned the room that Reyna was not in here. Heh it was just like the man, to not be here on time he was always so late to dinner parties, and balls. Mariko was still sulking in the corner, I'd have to tell her she was cute later …. for her to forgive me. A tapping on my shoulder had me turning around, there standing about approximately six foot was the dark red headed, green eyed boy I use to tease so much as a child.



 

Hey red your looking good.” I complimented while using my old nick name for him. He was dressed well too, he wore a smart white over coat which was trimmed with gold buttons, and intricate designs on the pockets. His frilled shirt was the same white, but it suited him as did the pants which were also the same color. Teru pulled me into a hug which I hadn't been expecting, but all the same as a polite gesture I hugged him back then pulled away. “Oh I'm sorry, its just …. well you know like everyone has been saying its been a while. Its just so good to see you, even if your still calling me that ridiculous name.” Teru stated quietly. Before I could say anything I heard a shout which seemed to be laced with annoyance. “Keep your hands off Chrome! She doesn't like to be hugged.” Mariko announced her voice echoing off the walls of the ballroom. Heh she knew this and yet she was still forever hugging me,glomping me, and practically holding onto me tightly. Teru who was a soft spoken person, and a jumpy person by nature began apologizing for doing something that I didn't like over, and over again.

 



Its alright I'm not mad.” I said to Teru. Though I could forever tease him about this incident I thought in the back of my mind. “Heh I don't see what's so great about you, you still haven't changed much. I don't see why we even need you hear.” came the voice of the one person I didn't like in Reyna's clan. There standing up against the wall was a beautiful but a downright bitch as she would be called even in this day and age. Her hair was now short and spiky but had some length to it, and dyed a bright shade of green, something of this time I supposed. She wore some band tee shirt, that was ripped around the stomach showing off her pale stomach. A pair of tight black jeans were hugging her well rounded hips, and she had her lip pierced. I must say that even I was a bit taken aback, I wondered if Reyna was shamed by this girl's actions. “Its always a pleasure to see you again too Willow, your still the same snobby bitch I knew back in the day …. lets do tea sometime shall we?” I shot back sweetly.



It was defiantly a surprise to see the now green haired girl, who once had long flowing wavy brown hair, and dressed in elegant dresses and one who was popular with the men, now dressed as some punk rocker so to say. I watched in amusement as Willow's clear blue eyes turned a shade darker as the agitation set in. “I promised Reyna I'd play nice enough, but if you keep that up I'll challenge you to a duel.” Willow said coldly. “Oh screw Reyna darling, we could always go right outside if you like but your forgetting one little detail, neither one of us will die.” I said with a smirk my eyes never once looking away. Talking about death would surely set Willow off, because she wanted it just as badly as the rest of us. Only she was more sensitive to the topic, because she wasn't use to not getting what she wanted. However before she could come at me, which she looked like she was about ready to do a girl with long cascading brown hair, stood in between me and Willow. At first I didn't recognize her it was only then did I look at the exotic features of her face, and the grey eyes was when I realized that it was Seina.



Back in the day she hadn't, kept her hair any longer than up to her chin and now it almost reached the floor. “That's enough Willow just because you don't like her doesn't mean you have the right to be rude.” I heard Seina's soft but firm voice say. “I don't care what you have to say, there's no way I'm being polite to her …. not when everyone's acts like her cupcakes her the greatest.” Willow said with a huff. Cupcakes? When did I start baking? I thought quietly to myself half amused, at this comparison. I had a witty reply back to that, but I chose to keep my mouth shut simply because it would only end up causing a disturbance and that wasn't necessary. “You've changed quite a bit since I've seen you Seina.” I commented to the dark haired girl. “Oh its mainly for my job, I started modeling you know.” Seina said. Modeling? Why in the world would someone as sweet as Seina want to model? The whole world was based on looks, which she had but nonetheless she was so much better then that. But then again they said if you got it flaunt, I reasoned. Then again it wasn't liked she needed the money, even still if one could get extra money it never did hurt. “No I didn't know though good luck, you defiantly got it to show off.” I complimented. I heard a scoff over in the direction of Willow but I said nothing still. “Looks like I'm last.” a rich sounding voice filled my ears.



 

There standing not too far off was a tall man about oh say six foot two, his long honey colored hair was pulled back into a fashionable pony tail tied with a ribbon was Setsuna. His blue eyes were still the prettiest I'd seen in a long time, I thought quietly to myself. He hadn't changed one bit, it would be odd for the man to change seeing how I could never picture him in anything else but his old attire. Without thinking much of it, I darted over to where he stood and embraced him tightly. Setsuna was always a close friend, however it was a shame that we'd lost touch with one another, but I supposed this sort of thing happened. “Its nice to see you again, your fairing well eh?” I asked as I looked up into his eyes with a wide smile spread about my face. “Indeed I am, I don't think I'll be getting sick anytime soon, but all the same its good to see you too.” Setsuna replied warmly. I then pulled away and took a step back, even if we hadn't spoken in a long while I could still see that in Setsuna's eyes I was still a very important friend to him. Before anything else was said the double doors opened and in walked Reyna. Now it was time to see if I'd be leaving or staying, I thought silently to myself as I waited for the dark haired man to approach me.

 


Eternal Poison Chapter One

  • Jun. 3rd, 2009 at 4:53 PM
Hikitsu
Hi I decided to start posting my stories on here, cause the site I usually post my stories on no one really reads original stories, they prefer fan fics. So I'm hoping on here it'll be different, so if anyone is interested in reading my original fic then please do I have the first two chapters done already so I'll post them here!




Back then all we thought about was death, even our dreams were filled with the sweet thought of our demise. Our clans longed for it, more than one should long for their death. I still remember everything from so long ago, as if it were yesterday …. or maybe it was yesterday and this was all but a dream that I dreamt. Heh or rather that's what I wanted to believe, but in reality there was no escaping,as for our sins we had to atone for them. I glanced out the long stained glass window that overlooked my front yard of my Victorian style house. It was a nice night, quiet and peaceful …. but one got tired of the silence after a while. It was on nights like these, when I thought of the past and of the others who shared the same curse as me. Nowadays I hardly heard from members of my own clan, or the members from the Yami clan.



I preferred it that way, I liked living alone without having to reminded of the curse from long ago. Oh of course, someone would drop in every once in a while but it was rare that would I see them. I had my own life, outside of the Kagami and Yami clan curse that's the way I chose to live. While I said I didn't like being reminded of the past I still dressed the way I did back in the fourteenth century. Not to mention, I surrounded myself with things from that time period, so one would probably called me a hypocrite. It didn't matter though, I just couldn't let go of that time period. Todays fashions, were alright but I could never get use to the idea of jeans, or cashmere sweaters. They were too rough, on the skin and the material of the sweater made,my soft skin break out in a rash. So while I may get looked at a bit odd by this generation I still stuck to my velvets, and satins. “Hello Reyna.” I said coming out of my thoughts as a long jagged dagger was placed against my throat. “Heh as always your no fun, you never get scared, or surprised.” a deep voice replied along with a chuckle. The dagger then was removed from my throat, and I turned around. There standing with long black hair, which was tied back into a ribbon was Reyna.



He too shared my curse, and understood my pain. His bright green eyes, held a sparkle of amusement in them tonight which made me suspicious naturally because Reyna was not the type to be happy unless he had a reason. “What's the point in being, scared when I wont die from a slit throat?” I pointed out as I leaned back up against the wall watching him. I saw that he had one of his favorite outfits on, which was a dark blue, overcoat with black ruffles in the front. The sleeves were also ruffled at the ends, and his pants matched the top, not to mention he had a pair of leather boots on which were like he use to wear back in the day. “That's so like you to, say Chrome.” Reyna replied. I crossed my arms over my chest, and gazed back at him my hazel eyes meeting his green ones. “Alright what's up? Its not like you to grace me with a visit without calling.” I asked finally. The dark haired man was silent for a moment, which was nothing new with him so I waited patiently. “I've talked it over with the others, including the members of your clan as well …. but we want to try and break our curse …. then obtain our goal at last.” Reyna explained quietly.



My eyes went wide, as if I hadn't heard him correctly or rather perhaps I didn't want to hear what he had just said. “Surely you jest, there's no way to break the curse …. and even if there was why would you be so stupid to try it again?” I asked my voice shook, still from the shock of hearing him say such a thing. To hear that even he wanted to do it, was beyond insane but to hear that my clan, along with his clan agreed,to it was even more out there. “No ones ever tried, so you cant say that for sure …. and don't you still want death? The peace that comes from it?” Reyna said moving a little too close for comfort. I looked away, and moved over to the side it wasn't that I was scared or uncomfortable with him close. It was just that, I didn't like him in my space or anyone for that matter. “Heh of course its what I want, but its not what was meant for us Reyna. If that were the case, we wouldn't be cursed with living forever, and never aging.” I stated.



I had a feeling that, Reyna would be shocked or ticked at the way I was talking now but it didn't really matter. “There's always a loop hole somewhere, come now lets go back to my place everyone's waiting to see you.” Reyna coaxed. I turned my back to him, and glanced out the window …. it had been a while since I'd seen the whole Kagami clan. I wasn't sure that I wanted to go, especially if they were all so keen on the idea of achieving our goal from long ago. It would only lead to them, trying to talk me into helping them which was exactly what I didn't want. At the same time if I didn't go, who knows what would happen next. “I'll go back, but not tonight I'll come on my own time.” I murmured finally. Tonight was obviously not a good night, for the simple fact that I was still trying to register what Reyna and the others wanted. Plus I didn't want to leave right away, it wasn't like any of them would be gone tonight, or the next day. “Alright then come, to my house you know the way right? Its still that old mansion up by Seaside hill.” Reyna said as he turned on his heel.



From there I watched as instead of taking the front door, he took the window he had apparently came through. Once he was gone, I closed the window and drew the red velvet curtains to. Such a fool was he, I hadn't expected this from him of all the people. If it was anyone that would have suggested it, that wouldn't surprise me it would be either Shiki, or Mariko. Heh but maybe it was something I couldn't see, or rather didn't try to see it. In truth we all wanted to achieve our goal of dying …. it was just that we were too smart to go and try it again. Rather I thought the others were, ah alas what fools mortals be or better yet in this case immortals. From there I turned and walked from the room and after making sure everything was locked up, I headed back to my own bedroom to retire for the night. Even if sleep wasn't actually necessary, it was still a past time that I enjoyed. It made me feel like, I was like the rest of the mortals that needed to sleep to stay healthy …. heh even if that was not true.



I turned out the lamp on the bedside table, and pulled the comforters over my head. It would be morning soon, I thought as I closed my eyes and listened to the, faint sounds of the crickets, and birds chirping. The next morning I woke to the sound of the phone ringing, as I opened my eyes and glanced at the clock I groaned. It was seven in the morning, couldn't the caller pick a reasonable time to call? I thought to myself a bit annoyed as I got out of my warm bed and headed towards the living room where the phone would be. As I was walking, into the room I recalled last nights events and I knew that it would be without a doubt one of my clan, or Reyna's calling. Which annoyed me even more, finally after making my way over to the phone I answered. “Hello?” The bubbly sound of Mariko's voice filled my ear as she asked. “Chrome! I'm so glad I caught you! I didn't wake you did I?” I let out a soft sigh, where this girl kept all her joy was news to me. “Yeah you did, but its alright what do you want?” I asked.



My voice was still laced with sleep, and more than likely annoyance from having being woken up at such a early hour. “I heard from Reyna, that your coming over! So I was wondering when, that was?” Mariko said with excitement. Damn Reyna he clearly didn't waste, anytime in telling the others that I would be over. He probably even didn't hear a word I said, and told the others a twisted version of what I said. “I did say I would come back, but I clearly told Reyna it would be on my own time so whenever I get around to it.” I replied. It was best to set it straight, while I could before it became one big mess that I couldn't do anything with. “Oh I see …. well its just the way Reyna talked it seemed like it would be just around the corner.” replied Mariko. Her voice sounded a little softer now, with a twinge of disappointment to it. I could imagine the thin blond brow wrinkled, and her full lips pursued in a pout. I'd seen this too many times out of Mariko, heh it was often how she'd get her way with someone if she knew it would effect them. “You should know Reyna by now, he likes to use his words to make others think what he wants them to think.” I said practically rolling my eyes. “Oh alright, but come by soon I really want to see you as, do the others.” Mariko piped up. With that I heard the click of the phone in my ear, it was as to say.



I don't want to hear anymore, I'll see you soon.” But that was Mariko, bubbly, girly, and stubborn to put. I had a feeling that I'd have to end up going sometime soon, or else someone else would contact me and bother me even more. I didn't want my peaceful life being interrupted all the time. It wasn't that I disliked them, it was just I liked living my life my way …. and somehow I just felt they kept me from doing that. From there I put the phone back down on the receiver, and went to gather my clothes so I could take a quick shower. There was no way I was going back to sleep, be my luck I'd only get interrupted by another one of the clan members. From my closet I selected a green emerald gown, that was gathered in the front, roses had been embodied around the center of the top . The the sleeves were long and flowing, and ruffled just a bit at the ends, as did most dresses of my time. After gathering my clothes I headed into my bathroom. It was a pretty good sized room for a bathroom, it was much bigger than my bathroom in the past I recalled. The walls were painted a off white, while the floor was done in tile a nice black and white checkered pattern was going on. The bathtub was even large, and lined with gold trimming. I quickly adjusted the water temperature making sure to get the water nice and hot. I then laid my discarded my night clothes aside and stepped into the shower, drawing the shower curtain to.



Long ago I would have loved to have something nice as a shower. Back from the period I was from, the water had to be boiled not only to be heated but to kill any bacteria that might be in the water. A while later I got out of the shower, and toweled off and dressed. All the while I couldn't take my mind off of what Reyna wanted to do. He should have learned by now, that it was pointless to break the curse, and for our wish to be granted. I had thought we'd all had accepted it, long ago but by the looks and sounds of it there was another story to be told. I decided earlier that I would go to Reyna's place, however if all they wanted to speak of was breaking the curse then I would leave. They should just live their life out, whether it was boring to live out ones life knowing that, you'd never die or not. That's just how it was to be, we'd been cursed for our sins and they should just accept it …. I already had. With that said after a quick breakfast I went upstairs and began to pack for Reyna's. I figured the sooner I got there the sooner, I could leave if all of it was just about the curse. I chose not to pack too many things, in case I would be having to come home.



But at the same time I packed enough for a week's stay just in case, I ended up staying. With that said, I gathered my things and called my driver to come pick me up. In all these years in living, I hadn't once attempted to drive my own vehicle, somehow I felt it would only end in disaster. After I made the call to my driver I decided to call Reyna, unlike most of the clan members I preferred to announce when I'd drop in. It was well after ten o'clock now Reyna should be up already. “Hello?” answered the soft but yet deep voice. “Its Chrome, I've decided to drop in today for a visit but I'm not staying long.” I replied. I wanted to get it through that thick head of his, that this would be done on my terms, and mine alone. If he didn't like it he'd just have to deal with it I decided. “Thank god, your coming Mariko has about drove me out of my mind.” came Reyna's reply, followed by a sigh of what seemed like relief. I couldn't help but laugh softly at this, I could see Mariko in one of Reyna's many rooms bouncing up, and down pestering Reyna on when I was coming. “Do you understand that I'm serious, about what I said?” I questioned him seriously. I wanted to make it clear that I would not back down from my word, and he needed to accept this or I wouldn't come at all. “Yes,yes I hear you, you say you wont stay long. I'll see you when you arrive, well then goodbye.” Reyna stated then only seconds later I heard the click of the phone in my ear. I couldn't help but feel a little agitated because, I had a feeling that he didn't understand one bit of what I said. With one last sigh, and glance around my Victorian house, I grabbed my things and headed out onto the front porch. Down at the end of the yard, where my huge iron gate stood was a long black stretch limo. Although I still preferred horse drawn carriages, to these monstrous beings known as a automobile I had to admit it was a lot faster than getting there by carriage.



My driver who was male, oh say about in his early fifties opened my door for me and allowed me to slid inside the limo. He was a nice man, quiet even there were about as many wrinkles on his old skin as there were laugh lines on his face. His gray hair was thick, but neatly cut short I noted this every time I looked upon on him. For I would never get wrinkles, or have gray touch my raven black hair …. so things like this were precious to me. Moments later I was on the road, and headed towards Reyna's mansion which would no doubt, be lavish in riches and colors. The man did like to go out of his way, to be flashy he put the word flashy to shame if you know what I mean. Its not that I could really blame him, I surrounded myself with things that caught my eye, as did my clansman and his.



 

It was the first time I realized since hearing from Reyna,last night that I found I was quite relaxed instead of annoyed at the thought of seeing my clan. It was funny how the things you think you'll come to dread, are the things that you find yourself looking forward to the most. From there I let my thoughts wander as I gazed out the tinted glass window. Along the way I saw tree upon tree, we were passing by a forest the colors of the leaves would start changing soon as the season of fall would soon be here. Such a lovely season it would be not too hot, not too cold which was more than I could say about summer, and winter combined. For almost a hour the forest went on, but it wasn't uncommon for a place such as this. Nonetheless I found myself despite not needing the sleep, slowly drifting off …. so I thought what the hell? Might as well relax for who knows what was awaiting me at Reyna's mansion.








I'm back!!

  • Apr. 20th, 2009 at 11:16 PM
Hikitsu
Hey long time no write,  its been a long while I have a lot to write about it seems. I went to Haleigh's and had a lot of fun like I thought me and Haleigh got along just great. Though the bus ride up, was hell once I got to Little Rock I had to stay over at the bus station all night all the way till six in the morning. It was a real pain, the buses kept filling up and I wasn't able to get to one fast enough unfourantly. But finally around six in the morning, after I called my parents to come pick me up the bus finally came, and I was guaranteed a seat on the bus. So I was able to go after all, I actually met some nice/cool people. There was a elderly lady who kept me company while he had to wait for the bus, then there was this cool gangster looking dude, he was pretty nice we talked for a bit when the buses came. Throughout the day I didn't have anymore trouble with the buses, it was just a long tiring trip and by the time I finally got to Ky it was early evening and I was so stressed and wore out. But I was glad to finally be there, Haleigh's parents were pretty nice too and her siblings were plesant enough. The whole week by fast we watch anime, and read manga and took pictures. We also went riding around on her land, and I helped but up a deer stand! I even got to see deer up close, they came to a field which was in her backyard it was really a cool site. Oh I also got to meet her grandmother, whom we stayed a night with I really liked her she was really kind and warm. Ah and we also went to the mall the second to last day, and I got some anime, and manga. Oh and me and Haleigh got matching skull glasses since it was near Halloween mine's red and her's is purple. Overall it was a really nice trip, and I hated to leave I was actually pretty sad to leave I cried a little bit before the bus came. The bus trip home was tiring as well, but I had no trouble at all getting home luckily in a way I was  glad to be home but in a way not really. Okay now for some other news a little bit after I got back home from Ky, me and Bridget broke up I was the one that called it off again. I regret that I ended up hurting her pretty bad, but it wouldn't be right to stay in a relationship where I really wasn't all that happy in. It wasn't that it was a bad relationship, it was just that we never really fought .... not that I wanted to of course but the relationship seemed a bit too perfect for me. Then at the beginning of this year, I ended up with a friend of mine who I really started to like, it was pretty hard because I thought she'd wouldn't want to go out with me, even though I knew she was bi. But it  turned out she had feelings for me, to so it all worked out really well, and its been three months since then and we're still together. I'm really happy too, ah btw her names Marta .... anyways she lives a long ways off from me so yet another long distance relationship but so far its proving to not be a problem. Like I said I'm happy, and I truly feel like this could work out and at the moment I just cant stop smiling yeah we have arguments ever now and then, but then good thing about it. Is that we always are able to fix them right away, and without yelling or hurting eachother further. We talk on the phone at least once, or twice a week, and we have now started exchanging letters, and we talk over the comp, sometimes with our built in mics. I'm going to get going now, but I just wanted to give a update of what happened over the past seven months. I'll try and make a update sooner, but cant promise anything as of yet.

6 days

  • Sep. 27th, 2008 at 8:47 PM
Hikitsu
Hey I'm back finally, comp crashed so I'm having it fixed well hopefully it can get fixed. Until then I'm going to use my sister's laptop as a substitute. Well as for the title, its only six more days till I go and see Haleigh! I'm really excited, yesterday I went and got everything that I needed so I'm happy about that.  Finally I'll get away, from this place for at least 8 days anyways its going to be fun, especially since Me and Haleigh like the same things and stuff. Well I'm going to go, nothing else much to write except that when I go I wont be on for 8 days so until then ja ne.

Its me again.

  • Aug. 31st, 2008 at 12:15 PM
Hikitsu
Hey I'm back again its been a while ne? There's not a lot going on really but I just wanted to write, well I got back with Bridget and here's why. After we broke up, I was  thinking a lot about her and I couldn't stop then when we didn't talk that much any more I started to miss talking with her. Though here recently we started to talk, again a little more and I then learned that she missed me and .... she told me loved me which got me to thinking even more about her. It was a few days ago, that I finally realized that I was in love with her. I thought I couldn't feel anything .... when it came to feelings of love but  I guess it just took the right person. This last Thursday I was going to ask her back out, but the funny thing is she beat me to it lol. I'm really happy now, happier than I have been in a long time .... next year we're going to move in with one another we decided that last night. I know its not  a long entry but I don't have anything to type about, but I'll write back later for now ja ne.

Nothing Else Better To Do.

  • Aug. 7th, 2008 at 9:15 PM
Hikitsu
Hey its me again, I'm a little bored so I decided to go ahead and write another entry, well I thought my manga would last me half a month. But it turns out its not going to happen, cause I'm almost done with the manga I got, I had 15 now I only have 6 left he he. I just cant seem to stop reading once I get manga to be honest, that's why I like to buy it in large amounts when I can that way it'll hold me for a while. As for what I'm doing right now, I'm just browsing the web to keep my mind off manga I'm also listening to Diva from Blood + sing. I didn't really like her that much to be honest but she was okay, though I do love her song its really beautiful. Oh I started another new  anime, since I finished some other anime, that I finally got around to finishing. Well anyway its called Nabari no ou its a ninja anime but its nothing like Naruto or Basilisk.  Its kind of like modern day ninjas, its really good especially the animation for a while I heard a lot about it and I thought I'd never watch it but it turns out I'm glad that I did. Oh I also started watching Amatsuki its pretty short but the animation, and plot are wonderful I'll get the manga which ongoing to see happens beyond the anime. Now that I wanna talk about vol 2 of Blood + which puzzles me the main part is about Charles, is he Karl? If so why is he in a little kid form? It doesn't make sense at all, the manga is good but nothing like anime and I wonder why. Well enough of that, I'm going to go I just wanted to write a little, I'm going to go but I'll write back later, for now ja ne!

Back

  • Aug. 6th, 2008 at 5:02 PM
Hikitsu


Well I'm back I'm doing a lot better, mainly because Bridget didn't make such a deal about it and I've just realized that I'm not cut out for relationships. Because frankly I cant get close to another, I'm not a cuddly person and I'm not touchy feely and most relationships are like that. Well enough of that, I got some more manga so I'm set for a while well half this month anyway. I've also got to order some manga next month, then when October comes, I decided that it was about time to go visit my friend Haleigh since I haven't done it yet. Then after that I'm going to get a job, so I can start supporting my manga, and anime hobby, or would you call it a habit? Well nothing much else to say so I'm going to go for now but I'll write back later je ne!

Back

  • Aug. 5th, 2008 at 4:11 PM
Hikitsu
Well I'm back I'm doing a lot better, mainly because Bridget didn't make such a deal about it and I've just realized that I'm not cut out for relationships. Because frankly I cant get close to another, I'm not a cuddly person and I'm not touchy feely and most relationships are like that. Well enough of that, I got some more manga so I'm set for a while well half this month anyway. I've also got to order some manga next month, then when October comes, I decided that it was about time to go visit my friend Haleigh since I haven't done it yet. Then after that I'm going to get a job, so I can start supporting my manga, and anime hobby, or would you call it a habit? Well nothing much else to say so I'm going to go for now but I'll write back later je ne!

Change of plans

  • Jul. 31st, 2008 at 11:15 AM
Hikitsu
Well I'm back again, I had to write to get my feelings out I guess that way I feel a little better about this I've decided not to go to the cosplay convention because I've broken up with Bridget. No she did nothing wrong, it was I who was not happy but it had nothing to do with her. Its because I can feel anything for her .... or anyone else its probably because of my last relationship since Scott put me through a living a hell my heart turned cold and I am unable to feel any kind of emotion when it comes to love. I guess that's cold, but its the truth and I probably hurt Bridget really bad but I had to be honest with her or that would only be hurting her all the more.  I cant trust anyone maybe because its still to early, its only be a year and so many months since me and Scott broke it off but its not because I'm still in love with Scott. That's far from it the ass cheated on me countless times and I didn't even know because I was so blind, the only way I found out was when his land lady told my mother everything, and she told me. Now he's married to some woman, but I'm happy because I wont have to be bothered with him anymore. But back to the subject at hand, its just hard to think about trusting anytime soon and it was my own fault for asking her out when I knew that I would only end up hurting her in the end. Well I'm going to go, talk to you later I'll write back when I can ja ne.

About my b-day

  • Jul. 23rd, 2008 at 2:08 PM
Hikitsu
Hey its me, I'm back finally I have something to talk about so its not so hard to come up with something to talk about well anyway on to my b-day. It was this last Monday, it was weird one I tell you Heaven had a sheet tacked up on the wall that lead into the dining room. On the wall next to my bedroom said that I had to crawl under the sheet. I didn't want to but since the sides were tacked I had to lol, well then my sister pops out of no where and says Happy B-day! I looked around and she had made her own decratations, on top of the door way leading out of the dining room, was a newspaper banner that read Happy b-day. Although me and Heaven don't get along I have to admit it was sweet of her, well anywho  I got online and saw that some of my friends left me b-day msgs, and I even got some msgs/comments from people I didn't even know. The day before my mom, made me a red velvet cake my most favorite cake next to cheesecake that is, I got twenty bucks from my g-pa as well oh and as for gifts I got InuYasha vol 34, Fruits Basket vol 20, La Corda d'oro vol 3, The gentelman's alliance vol 4, High School Debut vol 1, Godchild vol 1, Love Recipe vol 2, Samurai Deeper Kyo vol 1, and I got two yaoi novels, then my dad took me too Booksamillion and I got D gray-man vol 1, Vassalord vol 1, Tail of the moon vol 8, and Blood Plus vol 2, I also got the 2nd dvd of Blood Plus. A couple of my friends got me gifts, but I don't know what they are yet because their sending them in the mail, so all in all it was a pretty good b-day just like I said it was weird. Well there's only a few more weeks till I leave for my trip, I'm really excited and cant wait to go, I don't really know what else to say but I'll write back later promise for now ja ne!

Me back

  • Jul. 13th, 2008 at 9:27 AM
Hikitsu
Hey its me I'm back again I'm kinda bored so I thought I'd post a entry, oh btw there's only one more month till I leave well actually so many days but that's besides the point lol. I'm just really excited, my b-day is next week and I'm not even all hyped up for it like I usually am all because of this trip. Anywho I'm really getting into this anime called Code Geass despite the fact that its got machine fighting in it its really interesting. I don't really like animes with machines and stuff, its just not my style and its a little too boring for me but Code Geass has a rather interesting plot, and cool characters. I haven't really decided on a fave cause its between Lelouch and Suzaku but I'm leaning more towards Suzaku. Well I don't really have anything else to say sorry its so short, but I'll write back later and hopefully it'll be a longer entry for now ja ne!

Yay!

  • Jun. 30th, 2008 at 6:49 PM
Hikitsu
Hey I'm back, sorry it took so long I've been meaning to update well anyway last Friday I got my Kaname cosplay! Though to be honest its hard as hell to put on, because there's a certain order you have to put it in. First goes the pants, then the black long sleeve button up shirt, next the vest then the tie, then the coat. Another problem is that I don't know how to tie a tie which suxs so right now I'm trying to learn how to tie a tie which isn't going well to be honest lol. Well anyhow the only cosplay left to order is Kikyo's then I'm all set on ordering, its hard to believe its almost a month to the con, I'm super excited! Oh I got some new manga, today because Heaven is getting fire works this Friday, and I didn't want any this year so mom got me some manga instead. That's about it for this entry, cause I really don't have anything else to say but I'll write back later for now ja ne!



Friends

  • Jun. 22nd, 2008 at 3:17 PM
Hikitsu
Hey I'm back I'm a little down in the dumps but not too much but I decided to type it out since I was feeling a little blah. Well anyways today I went to go see my best friend or suppose to be best friend Samantha, we've been friends since kindergarden anyhow I went to go see her and the visit didn't go so well. I knew we were a little distant during middle school, and high school but the distance today was almost unbearable. It had been a year since we seen each other, and she had been wanting me to come see her but when I did she acted like she really didn't want to see me. On top of that her boyfriend was over, and it was my first time meeting him and I could tell right away that he was a smart ass and I was right, I don't really like him but I tried to contain my tongue for Sam's sake but it was pretty hard. Anyhow it felt like she was more interested in him, than she was visiting with me it kinda hurt but I'm going to try to not let it get to me because if I do I'll just get depressed. Well I'm going to go for now, talk to you later ja.

Kaname Cosplay!

  • Jun. 20th, 2008 at 4:38 PM
Hikitsu
Hey its me I'm back the slow week finally got to Friday and after a very stressful day I was able to order my Kaname cosplay I don't know when it'll be in, probably sometime at the first of the next month or at the end of this one. I don't know yet I got a medium cause last time I go Itachi coat in large and it was way to big on me, I'm just hoping that this one isn't too small cause I would so be ticked. Today really isn't my day, mainly cause I had to wait on my g-mom to get back from town so I could use my comp on the net, and plus my sister was getting under my skin with her smart ass mouth so finally things are a lil better since I order my cosplay and got to watch Junjou Romantica! Well that's all for now, but I'll write back asap ja ne!

Judging

  • Jun. 18th, 2008 at 1:33 PM
Hikitsu
Hey I'm back earlier this time, but that's because I have reason I don't care if I get judged even more than I did earlier. The truth is I'm bi and I have a girlfriend and I care a lot about her, well anyway earlier my g-mom was downing the recent gay  marriages and I couldn't take it so I told her that I wasn't trying to start a argument or anything but I didn't see why she had the right to judge other people. Then she started preaching about the bible and what not but its been re-wrote so many times so who know's what's right and what's wrong anymore. Plus she started blaming the recent problems in the Us on the gay people and the fact that they were getting married. But I don't think that's the reason for problems. Then she asked me, if I would want a woman, and I then replied because I couldn't stand for it anymore. "I'm dating a woman." Her eyes went wide, and she had me repeat it so I did, and she then asked. "So you going lesbien?" I was like. "No I'm not, but I am bi." She then just looked away, and told me that she didn't want to argue about it with me, and I said. "Good because I don't want to argue with you either." My mom knows about it, and so does my sister and Haleigh and they don't care but since my g-mom is so old fashioned she judges me. I'm bothered about it, but I'm not going to let it get to me too much because I'm eighteen and I have the right to make my own choices if she wants to judge me then so be it! Well that's all of my little rant so I'm going  to go for now, and I'll write back a little later ja ne.

Random Things

  • Jun. 15th, 2008 at 2:43 AM
Hikitsu
Hey its me sry I haven't wrote in a few days I've just been kinda bored and haven't had anything to write, but I decided to make a quick update right now. Its pretty late here, I'm a bit tired but I don't think I could sleep even if I tried. So I'm up surfing the web, and watching Elfen Lied its a really bloody anime, but its also really good and it has its cute moments I wish it were longer than thirteen episodes I'm almost done with it *Anime tears* But I have tons of other animes I want to watch so I'll just pull another one off my list and start watching it, and repeat the process over and over again. Oooo I got to order my Kaname cosplay this Friday! I'm so excited I cant wait to get and put my wig on I'll have to take pics of course even though I hate getting my picture taken I always seem to like it if I'm in cosplay weird huh? Ah well I guess I'm pretty weird myself but that isn't a bad thing in my opinion cause being normal is such a bore to me and I don't want to be like everyone else I want to show that I have my individuality and am not like some robot. This month is really flying by for me, I had expected it to drag since something I want to do is coming up soon its weird I'm more expected about Kumori con than my 19th b-day which is next month, and usually every year that it gets close to my b-day I always get excited but this year I'm more excited about the con than my b-day. Well I'm going to go for now, but I'll try and write back soon but cant make any promises.

Writer's Block: Your Theme

  • Jun. 7th, 2008 at 2:27 PM
Hikitsu
If my life where a theme song hm it would more than likely be some crazy song, oh like. "Cant touch this, or Pretty Fly for a white guy, or even Wild thang." But that's just my opinion lol.